Changes.....

So much has changed. We celebrated our 7th anniversary. That actually went by very smooth. We have stopped arguing so much. We take more time to listen to each other. I am keeping my home clean, I cook supper, I make him lunch. He even brought me flowers the other day. I've been buying Jorge new cards almost every day. He has started enjoying reading them more often and each time, seems a little more excited to see what each one says.
We are hoping to take a trip to Mexico, to try and escape from life. The time we stayed in Columbia, was so hard. Staying in a one room hotel. Small bed. So little space. No thinking space. My only escape was to go to the bathroom and cry or think.
That's the only that hasn't changed, it only gets a little worse. Anytime I sit to think, Jorge has to ask what I'm thinking about. If I tell him nothing, he goes on and on about how I'm starting to keep secrets from him. I don't know. I don't feel he has to know everything, but, I'm afraid to keep stuff from him. I'm trying to fix our marriage, not break it even worse....