Note to new readers:

I told Stacey today that I didn't want to go public with my blog, bc of the information that was on there. Many may have had this as my blog and may have noticed it was never updated. That's because I had another blog. I am still choosing to keep that one private, just bc the details are disturbing. Everybody knows that I had an affair and the only way for me to deal with that, was to get it all out. I know that it's a public blog, but, I will not give out that address. Instead, I chose to take entries and add them over here. (I added the blog entries and had to mess with the dates, just cause, they didn't all happen today...) I want to keep this one public to my friends. I don't want to "publicly" invite anyone to come over, but, I would like to post messages to friends. If you happen to find yourself over here (out of curiousity), please feel free to reply, add me, invite me, whatever. I would love to link to your blogs. Not sure how it works, but, I will not add your link without your permission. I try and keep up with those blogs but never posted, bc I didn't want my blog address made public. I have seen so many blogs I wanted to respond to, but, didn't want anyone to wander to my [old] blog. I remembered my username and password for this one and feel that it's not as disturbing.
I promise to tone down the details. I know some of what you'll see here, you may or may not want to respond to. Just keep in mind, Jorge and I are working through our issues, are going through counseling and things are becoming much better for us. Everything that is in here is true, the entries did happen on those dates. I didn't add anything, alter anything, or fabricate anything. These entries are what I was going through at that time. I know we've moved on, so, no hard feelings. Please.
If you want to continue to make me feel bad, go ahead, just know in advance, I will not fuel the fire by responding (not meaning to sound so harsh). Otherwise, feel free to read and respond to any entries.